Happy or sad...

It's been a while that I wrote....

Don't ask me why....maybe no time. Anyway, O levels results yesterday. Ya....
For the first time....I felt a lump in my throat. The last time I felt this way, was maybe when Raj's batch took their N levels results...Dec 2008. (And how can I forget my 5 little devils in AI).

Beats me.....

I'm still wondering....

I'm proud and happy that Guhan, Lyani, Edward, Vikram, Ashwin, Jayan (my lads) did well. Averaging between 12 to 16 points is pretty decent. The fact that some of them can even make it to JCs is even more outstanding.

The lump in my throat....it'll take a while to go off.
I guess it comes with the job huh? One batch comes and another goes....
Though I've never taught them any major subjects (hey, not that I'm complaining), it's just I've always been deployed to where it is needed.....and in this case, we all know where I'm needed.

Anyway, though I've never taught them any major subjects, it's the experiences that I went through with them....Edward, Ash, Vikram and Lyani were my campleaders. ALL were my CCA members....half of them were my councillors....

We sure went through some sh*t together. And I sure did scr*w my boys for some silly stuff they did. But it's the whole package....I just feel more attached to them than others. When we train, we train our asses off. Up to the point that Vikram couldn't close his mouth...haha. Those were the fun times we had. Many fun times....

Maybe they'll hate me....I don't know. Maybe as time passed by, they won't even remember me. But that's fine.....I won't forget them. It'll be stored somewhere in this pea size brain of mine. I'm proud....very proud that they made it to somewhere and that they'll contribute to the society in time to come.

I guess I never had the opportunity to thank them personally.....to thank them for teaching me and allowing me to understand people better. Thank you lads......


My little devils didn't tell me how they did. That's fine....after all, I'm no longer with them. But I'm sure they did well.

I wish my 5 little devils and my lads all the best for their future. May they be successful in years to come.


Sad-yet-proud,
RuDy