Happy Teacher's Day...

Last entry was 15 July 2008......1 and a half months ago.

I simply am too bbeeezzzzeeee to blog. By the time I get home...I'm done. Can't do anything at all.

Teacher's Day celebrations today. Did I get anything? Yes........not gifts, but thoughts of appreciation from my students. Am I disappointed? In a way........why?
Let's put it this way, I thought I meant something to some students. Guess not. Those that I least expected, weer the ones that surprised me. Am I really a lousy teacher? I don't know. I think about it all the time. What kind of relationship do I want with my students. I just don't know. IS it good to be friendly? IS it good to be strict? I'm learning....every day of the week.
Do I need gifts? I don't think so. What do I need then? Appreciation? Hugs? Recognition? I don't know what I want and I don't know what I need.......maybe not. Maybe, all I need is a word. A simple word...."THANKS".

With Razif coming to this school, where does that put me. Would I be better off in Woodlands Ring? Would I be better off in AI? Where should I be. Questions, questions and more questions.
Is this the right job? Is teaching fulfilling? I feel good spending time with my students......

Again, I ask myself, "Do the students feel the same way?"

I put in time and effort, as much, if not MORE than what other teachers have done. But it's just different. Not getting the same response.....

I'll live another day.....another week, another month, and another year.......


"Happy Teacher's Day Mr RuDy....."

RuDy...