It's getting harder by the day...

One minute you're up, and the next you are down.

It's just so hard. So roller coaster like.

I had a good birthday (I think).
On that very morning, I found out that my dearest Ms Nathan passed away. She was found dead at home.
http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/12/01/innova-jc-teacher-found-dead-in-flat/
Rest in peace my dearest teacher.
She was my all time favorite teacher. My biggest regret, to not have spend more time with her after I started teaching. I guess Agus and I were her favorites....but..sigh.

Next day, I had my CCA Leaders camp. I lve them to bits. They sabo-ed me....with flour and whip cream. I'm a million percent sure idea was Sylvia's. Though I'm so damn thankful to have Sylvia. She's an angel (though not many people will agree).
I'm alright with that. It was after all for them to have fun. They bought me gifts...2 to be exact. A PINKISH PURPLISH G STRING (which I'm gonna burn) and an Arsenal replica jersey. Loved them. A bunch of angels.
Pics are on my fb.

On the first, they planned a bonding session for the juniors. Which was alright. I didn't want to butt in. Everything was done by them.

A bunch of responsible leaders - they'll go far.

My athletes...I really don't know. I keep on telling myself that I SHOULD NOT get too personal. I am so disappointed to see only ahandful turning up for training.
Aaaarrrrgggghhhh.....I can't be a social worker like this.

Maybe I should just be like those teachers who don't give a hoot about what their students are doing. Maybe then I'll live longer and won't be so stressed out.

Then again, it's occasions such as what my leaders put up which drives me on.

Please oh please allow me to sustain my passion and my drive for my students.

I will need to summon all the positive memories to help me through this period. Easier said than done....

Mentally tired,
RuDy