But can I speak?
Well, is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete...
Was walking around Suntec/Bugis area earlier on. Went to the book fair....saw some pictures...
Reminded me of my life in Sydney.
My rented house...
The cafes
The beaches...
Uni...
I always asks myself...if I had not come back to Singapore...what will I be doing now. Probably still be living my "happening" life there. Sun, sand and the sea. Heading to the beaches on weekends...chilling out with the mates in cafes...I guess I'll never know.
At least my conscience is clear...I knew that I came back for two legitimate reasons. First, my parents. And second...my girlfriend. Of course I could have stayed there, get a decent job with good pay (definitely much better than here in Singapore), get my residency, get my girlfriend over, get married and live happily ever after in Sydney. And leave my parents here? Nah...that's so wrong.
Another alternative is to work there for a while...since graduation in 2003. Make a name for myself and come back to Singapore like now (2007/2008). Would have been able to hold a middle management position if I were to come back as an expat.
I guess I'll never know if I made the right decision by doing what I am now...
One more camp to go this year...Jalan Bahtera with my new school....
Cherios,
RuDy
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